Sunday, August 25, 2013

Gesticulations + Vacillations


Persons attempting to find a motive in this narrative will be prosecuted; persons attempting to find a moral in it will be banished; persons attempting to find a plot will be shot.  - Intro. to Huckleberry Finn

I have scribbled out enough "bubbles”  with various blog ideas more than a dozen times now. (You would almost think I was a little kid with a brand new wand and soap solution.) People talk about writers block, but what they don’t say is that it has very little to do with the inability to write. It has everything to do with writing something that other people would enjoy reading. You could argue that writing should be viewed like abstract art; it doesn’t really matter what it looks like, it’s all in the interpretation of it. - I’ve read enough terrible poetry to know that the beauty must be conveyed in the imagery.

It’s really hard to write while listening to music, but sometimes it’s harder to sit and think about what I want to say when all is silent. There are times when I look forward to having time all by myself, but most often being left alone with your own thoughts is quite agitating. We can’t ever escape from managing all of life’s affairs. There’s a certain sense that somehow everything will manage to make itself right and that eventually all of our hard work will be rewarded.

                        
I’m not convinced that it works like that. State of mind isn’t contained by emotional parameters. - It’s the unknown operatives at work in the recesses of our subconscious that speak the loudest.

Dido sings a song titled “Life for Rent” and we all know that paying rent isn’t exactly a winning strategy. However, since we are only allotted a very small amount of time on this earth, it’s logical to conclude that it isn’t a permanent residence.


There are always those moments of unexpected insight, where you understand that for all your efforts there’s nothing you can do that will allow you to hold on to everything that you’ve worked for. It’s just you and the computational orb that sits between your ears.
Am I happy? I don’t know. Does happiness even have a definition? I hate when people bring up “It’s all about the journey” nonsense.Either it exists or it doesn’t. You can’t tell me that it’s merely a summation of slightly more positive experiences than negative ones. 

I'm not sure if there would be any point in trying to tie everything together with a singular thought of resolution... so instead I'll list some of the more interesting quotes that I've invented:

The conclusions that are drawn aren’t always indicative of the pending outcome, yet we interpret the results in such a way that they prove the previous assumptions to be correct.   – N.Windsor


They say that ignorance is bliss... but they never accounted for the multitudes of ignorant that missed the memo.  - N. Windsor

History is nothing more than a string of ordinary events flourished with embellishments. - N.Windsor



I know that I may have skimped on my usual amount of original content, but I’ve managed to compile a list of curious juxtapositions: 



Fishermen in PEI were sentenced for killing some bothersome seals.
Seal Killers Receive Sentencing

...Yet, a group of aboriginal hunters slaughtered an entire elk herd in Manitoba without doing anything illegal. Elk Kill: No Charges Laid.



The  American Medical Association voted to recognize obesity as a disease.
... but you can’t call someone who is mentally handicapped “retarded.”

It is illegal to wear a mask or otherwise conceal your identity during a riot or unlawful assembly.
… but you can park a First Nation on a major transportation route and nobody seems to care. 



~ That's all for now. Thanks for reading.



2 comments:

  1. I believe the term "its all about the journey" could have multiple meanings...
    One being the end of the journey is death, thus life is not about death but the journey to it.

    I think its to do with not focusing on the end result or destination, thus ignoring the present/now or anything else.

    Like taking a vacation, what is the point when you know you will end up back where you are now at home, so why leave?
    So life is about desire, which leads to what happiness is, desire vs not desired vs what ever one your thoughts are focused on. So you almost could say feelings are a guidance to what we want or desire maybe. And no one desires death, other then those who are in great pain and wish it to end, so they ignore it and focus on what they desire, where you get the term ignorance is bliss I suppose.
    Where does desire come from? Natural instinctive desire from our DNA and thoughts which are created by life experience its self thus we are all set on a determined path that life created for us through desire.

    I only speaking based on whatever i find in my head, so take anything I say with a grain a salt.

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    1. I'm not so sure that I would agree with that ideology. If death is the preferred outcome, but it isn't desirable... then surely there must be a reason for which life is worth living. Right?

      I also think that there is too much emphasis placed on the influence of life experience. I know a couple of kids, each of them not more than 3 years of age. One of them is advanced for his age ( physically and mentally), and the other is well behind what would be considered normal.

      I think this proves that desire/motivation doesn't necessarily translate into success. Discontentedness is what leads us to explore and push the limits of human experience... but it should never be mistaken for unhappiness.

      Feelings aren't something that can be modified on a whim. We tend to modify our emotional responses to protect ourselves from events that have occrurred in the past. Simply put, I think our conscious is capable of recognizing right and wrong; our feelings are not.

      Thanks for your reply.

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